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| You went away
I let you
We broke the ties that bind
I wanted to forget you
And leave the past behind
Still, the magic of the night I met you
Seems to stay forever in my mind
The sky was blue
And high above
The moon was new
And so was love
This eager heart of mine was singing
Lover where can you be
You came at last
Love had its day
That day is past
Youve gone away
This aching heart of mine is singing
Lover come back to me
When I remember every little thing
You used to do
Im so lonely
Every road I walk along
I walk along with you
No wonder I am lonely
The sky is blue
The night is cold
The moon is new
But love is old
And while Im waiting here
This heart of mine is singing
Lover come back to me
When I remember every little thing
You used to do
I grow lonely
Every road I walk along
I walk along with you
No wonder I am lonely
The sky is blue
The night is cold
The moon is new
But love is old
And while Im waiting here
This heart of mine is singing
Lover come back to me | | |
| So it's summer! I've managed to not get 3rd degree burns from the sun (yet), which is in fact a huge feat in itself, or get in trouble, or be bored!
I have managed to:
-Go to Scarbarough Fair
-Reunite with a lot of old friends
-Work Mon-Fri with 5-6 year olds without losing my patience
-Go to night school for history from 6-8 four days a week and make good grades
-Visit Austin and go floating down the river
-And complete some misc. summer projects I've planned on (next one is organizing my photo albums...a very daunting task that I'm not sure I'm quite up to yet...)
Other than those things nothing too phenomenal. Hope everyone's making good use of their time!
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest...
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| This past week has been spectacular for the following reasons:
- I have officially finished my Freshman Year of college without getting arrested and with all As.
- My dad won money in Vegas and gave me a portion of his winnings.
- Victoria's Secret is having a sale on bathing suits.
- Two of my good friends have FINALLY officially got together.
- I won the new Linkin' Park CD on the radio and am qualified to go see them in California! 
- I have my own room again, home cooked meals, and I don't have to sign in to use the internet. And I also get to see and play with my precious puppy every day!
This upcoming week will be spectacular for the following reasons:
- I am going on a serious shopping spree
- I get to start working at my job
- I get to hang out with all the people I haven't seen since Christmas/Spring Break 
- I am going to Scarbarough Fair!
Needless to say I am more than content with my life right now  | | |
| For some reason I got an urge to write an entry so here it goes: This is my last week of freshmen year! It is UNBELIEVABLE how fast time goes by, super exciting and nerve-racking at the same time. It's just hard to believe that in 3 years I'll have to be supporting myself, working full-time, and all of that adult stuff. Hopefully I'll be ready to take all that on when the time comes because right now I am not. The only thing I'm ready for is to have my own puppy dog  I'm thinking a big, fluffy, lovable mutt! 
Today was my last day of mentoring at the elementary school. Only one of my boys came  the other one was sick, so that was a little sad that I didn't get to tell him goodbye. We made bookmarks with our pictures on it for each other. It was so cute! I absolutely love working with those kids. I'm going to miss them!
I think (well actually I know) I'm on here because I'm procrastinating...as usual. I have 2 finals this week that I should be studying for, but I'm already in summer mode. I'm excited to go back and see all my friends again, but at the same time it's going to be inevitably different. It will be interesting to see how people have changed. I wonder how much I've changed? I am not looking forward to living under the reign of my nazi mother though. I know there is going to be some big fights before everything is worked out. I better start preparing my arguments 
I know I've said this like a billion times in this entry, but I still can't believe that this year is over. Overall, if had to rate this year on a scale of 1-10, I would probably rate it a 7. Austin is great (I want to live here after I graduate), I've made friends with some really amazing individuals, I love my major and really feel like I was meant to be a teacher, I've gotten involved with some great programs, and the parties are out of control. But at the same time there have been some major downfalls, probably one of the (if not THE) largest in my life, which is why I give this year a 7.  I have paid the consequences for my mistakes, that is for sure. But you all know me, I'm too optimistic of a person to stay down for too long. It just doesn't work for me. I get really sick literally. So I've tried kept my head up, told myself that things happen for a reason, and have had to make the best out of my present situation. "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift. That's why it's called the present." I really believe in that quote and try to be thankful for everyday, no matter what challenges I face. And I really do pray that everyone cherishes every moment because you never know which one will be your last.
But anyway, this is turning into a sermon type thing, which is kind of lame, sooo I'm going to cut myself off and actually get some homework done. Hope everyone is well! TTFN
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| this is probably going to be the worst week of my life.  | | |
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